why

Dear you

           In this little thingy, I am going to answer the given question, “why?”  Ready? Good.

1.           Why? Because you messaged me first.
   2.      Why? Because you made me so happy.
   3.      Why? Because your voice gave me butterflies.
   4.      Why? Because you made me feel loved.
   5.      Why? Because you didn’t care how I looked.
   6.      Why? Because you put hearts in your texts.
   7.      Why? Because you would say silly things.
   8.      Why? Because your smile is captivating.
   9.      Why? Because your eyes make me weak in the knees.
   10.  Why? Because your sense of humor was terrible.
   11.  Why? Because you made me laugh.
   12.  Why? Because you were honest.
   13.  Why? Because you brought me to earth.
   14.  Why? Because you always called me beautiful.
   15.  Why? Because you made up random words.
   16.  Why? Because your taste in music is phenomenal.
   17.  Why? Because you are so in love with Misha Collins.
   18.  Why? Because you would talk to me.
   19.  Why? Because you listened to me cry.
   20.  Why? Because you told me so much.
   21.  Why? Because you showed me your true colors.
   22.  Why? Because you took me back.
   23.  Why? Because you read my letters (or so you said).
   24.  Why? Because you are self-conscious.
   25.  Why? Because you were so confusing.
   26.  Why? Because you were mysterious.
   27.  Why? Because you have OCD.
   28.  Why? Because you wear Tighty-Whities.
   29.  Why? Because you told me your secrets.
   30.  Why? Because you let me give you all of my heart.
   31.  Why? Because you ripped my heart to shreds.
   32.  Why? Because you told me you cared.
   33.  Why? Because you said you missed being in love with me.
   34.  Why? Because you knew what that meant to me.
   35.  Why? Because you made me fall for you.
   36.  Why? Because you deserve so many “second chances.”
   37.  Why? Because you make me feel like shit.
   38.  Why? Because you make me physically hurt.
   39.  Why? Because you make me get that lump in my throat.
   40.  Why? Because you make me cry.
   41.  Why? Because you didn’t mind distance.
   42.  Why? Because you hated pictures.
   43.  Why? Because your smile looks so real sometimes.
   44.  Why? Because you are a little sad sometimes.
   45.  Why? Because you make me want to understand.
   46.  Why? Because you aren’t here with me anymore.
   47.  Why? Because you are so unbelievably strong.
   48.  Why? Because you will never give up.
   49.  Why? Because you won’t go back.
   50.  Why? Because you will always have a jaggedly ripped piece of my heart.
   51.  Why? Because you wanted me as bad as I wanted you, I thought you did.
   52.  Why? Because you are so bitter-sweet.
   53.  Why? Because you.
   
   
   That’s why.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
                                                   From me.