You're the kind of person that makes my life
hard and easy
ugly and beautiful
All at the same time.
You make my life so
difficult;
But,
I could never in a
million years
Live without you.
I need to love you.
I need too hold you.
I need to hold your emotions in my heart.
Your anger
Your sadness
Your hate
Your resentment.
I need it.
I need my life when
You're in it.
You are the only one
who can keep me sane.
You keep me tied together.
You are the string that has tied my body together.
You've held my mind together.
Your love is the only thing that i feel.
I don't know what it looks like
but I feel it.
I need to breathe you.
I need to feel you.
I need you to show me what this is supposed to be
Because I don't know.
Lead me through your maze,
the maze, your life.
Your mind and soul.
You leave me behind.
You get my hopes
up high.
I trust you.
You hold all of my heart but
it's gone to pieces.
I need you to hold me together.
I need you to be my horrors
and demons.
Crawl out from under my bed,
smother me with your thoughts and love.
I'll let you in
Forgive me.
Don't go.
Save me.
I need you.
